cheaters always win

2004-08-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

you have some serious issues
i suggest therapy.
eee yer.

2004-08-06T21:16:00.000+08:00

eh the ppl downstairs should just shut up
im calling the cops
noise pollution
tsk tsk tsk

2004-08-06T18:30:00.000+08:00

see i don't know why you crying like a bitch
talking shit like a snitch
oh write you, write a song about me if you really didn't care
you wouldn't wanna share
telling everybody just how you feel

-

national day celebration was lame
limhonggeok kept spying on me
if i rephrased it, it wud be: she cant keep her eyes off me
HEHE.

when everyone was being oh so enthu about the patriotic songs
our act cool club consisting rachel, liteng, glad and i
refused to stand up (sitting down is cool HAHA) and acted cool
depressed + sleepy = COOL
HEHEHEHE

lace and i chionged straight after everything ended
we wanted to be the first 2 crescentians to step into town
anyway.. we were the TOP TEN who stepped out of crescent first
HEHEHEH
evelyn and yilin were being such cheekys staring at this old woman's boobs. tsktsktsk.

we indulged in our salty beef noodles.
OHYES.
that made me happy.
and then our usual routine, yoghurt icecream with oreo o toppings.
and then and then and then.
uhh i cant rmb
oh yes we met ashley arriola (my best friend) and eudora
oooh ashley bestie love ya loads ooshiEs wooShieZ (this is meant to disgust you)
there's nv a day we dont agree dont we?
ashley likes badminton guys. (and maids)
cutsies lil boysies.

AHHHH IM SO DISGUSTED.
i hate you ashley.
badminton.

lace came over to my weekend getaway house
located SOMEWHERE NEAR HOLLAND V.
in the midst of queen astrid park.
oh yes i did say queen astrid park.
HEHE.
we watched cinderella story and barely made it thru half the show
then lace watched sex and the city and i fell aslp on the couch
and she was being annoying while i was slping
cos she woke me up
1. to ask how to switch to channel 80
2. to ask me to go jogging
3. to ask me why **** added **** on msn
i swear anyone who lives in the same house as her nxt time will die of irritation halfway whilst slping.
HEHEHE.
poor mr zhang .. i feel your pain

2004-08-05T15:23:00.000+08:00

In your eyes is the look of resentment
I can sense it, and i dont like it

This blog's stale.
I screwed up all my Humans tests. ):
So much for studying.

Today was such a sad day.
I am just so fucking sad.
SAD.

I just hope you're not angry luh.
Didnt know what all that ignoring was for anyway.

i know i left too much mess
and destruction to come back again
and i caused nothing but trouble
i understand if you can't talk to me again
and if you live by the rules of it's over
then i'm sure that that makes sense

2004-08-03T17:34:00.000+08:00

OKAY THAT DOES IT

FUCK OFF. )=
You are so intimidating.

Have I not mention I want to be Sec2 again?
OKAY FINE MAYBE I ALR DID.
bah.

2004-07-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

get out

right now

this is the end of you and me

i should really ask my dad to unsuscribe channel80
it is really making me depressed
the hollywood life (paris + nicky hilton , mary-kate + ashley)
and maybe sell away all the computers in the house
so i will refrain myself from downloading the oc series
and i will just stop being jealous of marissa
tehehe.

thank god the weekend is here
all the tests this week has got me all zonked out
not that i really studied for any of the tests.
but ahyah haha
still stressed la!

did i mention i cant stop getting into minor accidents lately.
ive got bruises on both my knees
and the latest one is on my beautiful (ahemahem) ass
hahaha dont ask me how i got one on my ass
it wasnt a fall, really
just an accident
die la i shd start balancing myself on a box for half an hour a day
well at least the mags says that it helps you break your fall the nxt time you ever fall
HAHAHHA

anyhows i spent my friday at beverly's
twas funny playing pool at her place
first time this week i was really happy
i tried different moves and it was damn funny
we ended up climbing onto the pool table
sarah and i played against each other and almost fell aslp
cos the game didnt get nowhere
did i mention beverly and i practised our "happy dance" in front of full length mirrors
HAHAH FUCKING FUNNY
it all ended off with anderson's icecream and i headed home to mood swing over a mysterious character.

WHICH i have to add last nite was rough and
suicide was the only way out
hHAHA i learnt it from marissa you dumboes
too much oc is bad for the imagination
AHYAH YOU KNOW THAT I AM SO SAD ANOT

see i dont know why i liked you so much

oh yes im being bitchy to my mom again

2004-07-28T17:36:00.000+08:00

it's scary and annoying when people start bitching about shady characters on their blogs. (not excluding myself)
SIGH

why cant they/we just sit back relax and watch SATC or OC
hahahaha

i love sex and the city, esp when the characters arent gdlooking so it doesnt make you feel JEALOUS like in the oc.
but nah
oc's fine
i love oc more than sex and the city
but oc makes me feel sad (for not being rich and pretty)
hahah okay my entries have been becoming more and more aimless lately

OKAY FINE IM IN DEEP PAIN BECOS I FELL
AND I HAVENT FELL IN A LONG TIME
SAY, TWO YEARS?

aye aye captain
(that was really random)
ouch.
very pain.

i want to go on a holiday.

2004-07-26T19:46:00.000+08:00

i dont mind spending my whole day reading girlie magazines
and watching e! entertainment on cable
chahaha.

tonight channel 80,
HILTON SISTERS ARE ON
join me and e! entertainment to find out more about the lives of the hilton sisters.
sighhh im so excited.

please dont put your life in the hands of a rock and roll band
and throw it all away
....
YOU AINT NEVER GONNA BURN MY HEART OUT

2004-07-25T15:23:00.000+08:00

i look into the mirror
and i see pounds of cellulite staring back at me
AHHHHHHHHH.

2004-07-25T11:23:00.000+08:00

HEHEHHEHE
YOU ARE SO OMFG NICE TO ME.
I LIKE YOU SO MUCH
WHEN I SAID I DIDNT HAVE TIME FOR KRILLS LIKE YOU
I WAS LYING
HAHAHAHAHAH

-

i went to kindred spirits last nite (i didnt even pay)
u see, im a loyal fan (SNIGGER)
my main goal ytd was actually to see ******
but after i saw ****** i got turned off
tehhehe.
or rather, chahaha.

and then...
i pulled this guys hair
and then this little copycat copied me.
i shant say that copycat's name to protect his/her privacy (ohya im damn nice if you forgot)

me: *tugs boy's hair*
copycat: you know him?
before i even said "no, i do not know him"
copycat: *tugs boy's hair*
me: pssst i dont know him!

HAHAHAHAH.

and then i went home with keane
in a cab woohooo
he paid lah
of cos.
we skipped supper with the rest cos i was feeling bored

ok im blogging so weirdly today
chaha.
must be the sunday blues
digital cables rocks .. channel 80 rocks.. having all the channels on scv rocks even more

just wanted to tell you that
im heartbrokened
cos my dad ate up all my chocs.. AGAIN

but i have the strength and courage to move on with life
COS MY SISTER IS BUYING ME SUBWAY
wooOoohoOoooo

2004-07-24T15:53:00.000+08:00

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ah yes.
that's in greek so i dont think u'll understand

2004-07-23T17:16:00.000+08:00

OKAY i have finally found my career.
i see a bright new light.
HEHEHE
im reading up on how to be a ************.
heh i wont tell you cos u'd most prob laugh.
heh heh heh.
im gonna apply for a place in some uk school now.
they have courses there suited for my future career.
tata.

i remember the look in your eyes
when i told you that this was goodbye

2004-07-22T17:57:00.000+08:00

i watched ella enchanted (cliched fairytale)
american pie 3
and am halfway thru new york minute. (chiobu chiobu chiobu)
haha i love my mini theatre, yes?

i hate my counsellor.
she just has this evil ability inside of her
which apparently makes me all soft inside
and i'd lose all my self confidence
which also means
making me feel like a complete idiot / useless freak
without a life.
without anything to work towards to.
i faked some crocodile tears 30mins ltr (i couldnt stand it) and told her i wanted to leave.
oh yes.
i am a crybaby.
yet i insist im tactful.

school isnt getting any better.
i want to be sec2 again.

-

i wont be sitting here all day waiting for you .
im moving on.
oh yes, i AM MOVING ON. (i have no time for insignificant krills like you)
I AM GOING TO FIND A LIFE .
AN INTEREST .
STH TO WORK TOWARDS TO.
I AM GONNA BE YOUR NEXT MATTEL COMPANY EXECUTIVE CEO.
goodbye.
im gonna research on barbie again.

2004-07-21T17:19:00.000+08:00

i went to cold storage just to stare at chocolates.
yes i was missing chocolates in school so much today.
SO
MUCH.

quit dissing her cos it only shows that you're jus plain jealous of her.
heh.
ai yo yo.
grow up lah.

please dont make another attempt to come back into my life
what's over, is over.
you left too much destruction.

ohyes i researched on barbie ytd night.
she has a pilot license. SIGH.

when i die i want my wake to be blasting "dont look back in anger" by oasis
everyone will dress in purple and black.
i'll be cremated and my ashes will be put in a black tin with purple ribbons around it.
and most importantly, i want to die in my sleep.
heh heh.

ok byebye im gonna hire a gigolo to massage my aching back.
heh. growing old aye?

p/s: my purple fish irritated me today.
i finally realised what everyone arnd me have been trying to convey to me
PURPLE FISH IS UBER QIAN BIAN.
haha.
oh boy i sure do agree.

2004-07-20T18:22:00.000+08:00

OMG I JUST WATCHED "13 GOING ON 30" IN MY MINI THEATRE (hahahaha)
AND IT ROCKED MY SOCKS.
IT'S SO SWEET AND IM NOT REALLY A LOVEY DOVEY SENTIMENTAL PERSON BUT IT WAS REALLY TOO DARN SWEET.
CAN ALL OF YOU JUST GO WATCH IT?!!??!

okay gotta go continue watching my oc.
bye bitches!
taaaaaa.

2004-07-19T17:01:00.000+08:00

haha i swear everyone was having the monday blues today.
but then again.. there's the
tuesday blues
wednesday blues
thursday blues
friday blues
saturday blues
and sunday blues.

so there's always a reason to feel moody everyday and anyday.

yes i did screw up my blog by chging the color scheme to purple.
it doesnt even match with the pictures.
but does it really matter? HMMM?
purple makes me happy , whatever it is.

haha i had fun laughing at ********** with audrey today.
she so...... adorable?!
HAHAHAHA.
BUT SERIOUSLY SHE CRACKS ME UP BIG TIME.
she can be my purple fish!

had to sit outside class to complete my work for english. SIGH.
and diana the cow made me stand behind the classroom for emath. SIGH.
we had to run 2.4km today. SIGH.
monday blues, eh?

j-kwon said he wanna get with me cos im a cutie.
duh.

2004-07-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

haha i went to **** ****** with ***** today.
happy guessing.

i jogged to holland v today.
okay how unglam.
but i really wanted to bring my new running shoes out for a nice run.
heh
heh
heh.

i like haribo roulette.

and i love you like ness loves subway.
heh
heh
heh.

oh did i mention blocking you ex bfs/gfs ..
is really a very immature thing to do.
i mean, get over him/her la.
but first, you have to get over yourself.
heh.
GIRLY BOY.

2004-07-18T14:15:00.000+08:00

went on a mini shopping spree with my mom jus now.
it sucked cos half the time she was just admiring herself in the mirror.
im not kidding.
haha but of cos i didnt forget to spend her money lah.
imma really happy girl now.

then i bought subway back.
YEAH BABY.
i can like eat subway for all three meals and never get sick of it.
I
LOVE
SUBWAY.

2004-07-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

you dont care im a p.i.m.p.

teheheh.
i live for the orange county.
how nice if your life cud be as perfect as the oc.
and how nice it wud be if i cud sit at home all day watching 1000million episodes of the oc.
okay fine it wud get boring.

i worked out today!
i worked out today!
SEE. im really sporty.

i peeped into mr subaru's car today. O.O

had fun eating and gymming(?) with lace today.
and i found out that guinea pigs are 100bucks each so gladys you can just dream on and die. :P
you could settle for guinea pig food, yes?

okay this is weird.
wth am i doing at home on a saturday night.

i wanna get with you cos you's a CUTIE.
army boy... -stares with cheekopek eyes

k im out.
gonna meet marissa, summer and seth now.
NOTE i missed out marissa's bf.
we're gg on a double date you see. :D

some girls are born to make you cry.

2004-07-16T19:43:00.000+08:00

TEEN DRINKING IS VERY BAD

im so sorry for mood swinging in sch today!
haha i just wanted to go home so badly.
i woke up this morning thinking that it was a saturday.
anyways thanks jasmine ang for being so nice and doing my china compo. :D
G IS SO LUCKY SHE GOT TO GO HOME EARLY. ):

anyhow lace and i went to the sch library after sch and i freaked this junior out by trying in get close to her.
damn funny.
and i took large books and encyclopaedias and pretended to be researching.

im so thankful for beverly and sarah's company today.
even tho.. we had nothing to do.
they chilled at my holiday inn (HAHA) and we watched mean girls.
i wanted to watch it again but they were against it. ):
went down to the clubhouse and watched little boys play pool.
and laugh at their posseur-ish moves.
met qiqi and val at the gym.
wanted to play tennis but the courts were fully booked.

went back up to my house and we started on our downloading frenzy.
hahah i had fun doing just bout nth today.
heh heh heh.
im so thankful for the weekend. GRIN.

jiawen is my trusty sidekick which i enjoy being bitchy to. :P
our friendship is going down the drain thanks to *******
HMMM?
a penny for your thoughts , jw????

you dont always have to agree with someone like me

2004-07-15T22:21:00.000+08:00

in-ev-i-ta-ble : impossible to avoid or prevent.

blink 182 is so therapeutic, i swear.
and i also banged on the piano to relieve stress.
which is also meant to keep my parents from bugging me.
cos to them, me on the piano = praise the lord! she's finally practising = we should leave her alone.
aww.

baby gladys is turning 15 tmr.
sighh it seems like it was just ytd when she was a lil baby on the sbs bus who sang nursery rhymes terribly loudly.
OK WHY AM I BLOGGING LIKE A OLD GRANDMA.

okay does anyone ever wonder what will happen after you die?
if afterlife happens like in the 'lovely bones' i dont mind getting raped by mr. ugly and have my body chopped up.
then life would be so perfect up there in the paradise called heaven.
im gonna buy that book and read it again.
it just makes me so..... happy.

haha i hate braces.
it cuts your tongue, gives you ulcers and makes your mouth look.. scary.

oh i dont know why but it seems like it's a friday today.

so i start a revolution from my head
cos you said the brains i had went to my head.
step outside, summertime's in bloom
stand up beside the fireplace
take that look from off your face
you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

2004-07-15T18:54:00.000+08:00

hey bitches! he got into his black subaru and took my breath away.
TEHHEHEHEH.

it's so wrong but im gonna dislike you.
err. i'll be ahlian this once lah ok.
"POUTIES"
"FROWNIES"
"I LOVE MY LAOGONGZ AND LAOPOZ"
"MAMAZ, JIEJIEX u rocKs!"
"j-PoP rockS!"
"MY INTERESTS ARE AHBENGS AND NEOPRINTS AND PARA PARA?!?!!?"
gosh.
and i let down my long hair when im in sch uni?
im really really lian.
pls believe me, even tho i have no long hair.
ahLianZz uNIteZzz.
hahahahahha.
sorry for stereotyping but im certain there's a big need to do so.

i need to learn how to speed read.
and i really love usher cos his songs are disgustingly sentimental. and you la of cos.
heh
heh
heh.

i like purple, usher, gays, army men, and ugly ppl.

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TANESSA LEONG.
im lazy to enlarge the font becos you betrayed me.
you leaked out my secret plan on how i'll force BEEP to marry me.
heh
heh
heh.

we saw mr spandex ytd.
he was wearing crotch fitting tights.
AHAHAHA.
we saw everything mr spandex!
-cheekopek eyes-

okay im sounding so immature alr.
Hbskldfj;l
time to grow up and get serious.

girl you keep it so fly with your sweet honeybuns.

2004-07-13T16:44:00.000+08:00

i liked you so much!
i liked you so much!
i liked you so much!

my body is aching thanks to the stretches during pe today.
mind you, it's just STRETCHES and im alr dying.
hahah stop luffing.
im like an old lady.
eh eh but dont misunderstand.
im really really sporty ok.
my life = sports.
haha im sucha liar .
i hate sports & exercising.

im cranky right now cos im SLEEPY and i have tuition in 2hours time.
tuition, tuition, tution.
yeah i do have a life.. WITH TUITIONS.
gosh. (in my bitchy tone gladys hates)
yawwwwwn.
im hungry too. ):

i shud have more emo entries and less entries bout myself having a fake life and being hungry/sleepy.
hahah.

2004-07-12T19:47:00.000+08:00

I dont mind spending everyday
Out in your corner in the pouring rain -

hey bitches! i went to watch spidey2 with bev just now.
heh she and her stupid sexy james and sexy harry.
anyhows im really happy she's back since it's her summer hols.
YES!

am waiting for my tutor to come now.

blah
blah
blah.

I love you like a fat boy loves cake !
and i love purple cos it's really really gay. :P
okay, my contacts are drying up alr.
tata.

2004-07-11T20:20:00.000+08:00

hahaha my dad tried poisoning me with this fruit juice from orange julius.
and then i felt dizzy
and faint
and pukish.
I SWEAR HE'S AN EVIL WITCH IN DISGUISE.

and i was so looking forward to go for my big run to holland v. ):

2004-07-11T12:05:00.000+08:00

im so psyched to be on the comp again.
ive got like a million and one things to check out and laugh about.
lol i just dedicated this photo album to lace and she's freaking out.
talk about funky hair and nice complexion, eh?
HAHA.
snigger, snigger.

i had to talk on the phone in the dark last nite. ):
and perfect ten plays damn gd music at 3am.

-

anyway i was fighting world war 3 with my dad in the car this morning.
cos he was once again playing audio books bout "how to deal with teenagers" in the car (GOSH)
and i chose to listen to a humble receiver and he got pissed off.
so he turned the volume wayyyyyy up.
and i turned my receiver's volume up too.
for the love of god , my dad shud jus quit being childish.
stop trying to understand how to deal with teenagers becos you have never lived the life of a fifteen year old girl and NEVER WILL.
and one of the reasons why teenagers are sinking into depression cos some of them specifically ME, have fathers like that.

-

yesterday was damn fun eh.
(no actually im lying)
and i admit you meant alot to me.

-

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things define what's within
And I been there before but that life's a bore, so full of the superficial

Some people want it all, but I dont want nothing at all
If it aint you baby, if I aint got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I aint got you, yeah

Some people search for a fountain
The promise is forever young
(You know) Some people need 3 dozen roses
And that the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be?
With no one to share with no one who truly cares for me

-

that's why we should all marry poor army guys, no?
all in favor of ness, say AYE AYE AYEEEE.
eh, but that doesnt chg my love for shopping ah !

2004-07-10T15:52:00.000+08:00

oh yes believe it or not i spent my friday night crying myself to sleep.
at ten fucking pm.
that's really early.

i didnt go to schoool on thursday cos i was being lazy.
and friday's lessons really put me to slp.
TGIF and bang.
we have english oral after school.
which i couldnt help by lie during the conversation.
they asked sth bout how i spend my sch hols with my family.
i cant just go like
"oh i have a family with parents who hate each others' guts and sisters who never come home."
awww.
f the setter of the oral topic la.

met tanny ray darylgan zac keane and keith after oral.
i swear i had fun.
seriously.
like.. first time in.. the week.
haha.

the night was pretty rocky i almost committed suicide.
OKAY i'll stop exaggerating lol.

hmm i'll go search on the internet for emo love poems for gladys now lol.
and of cos i'll claim that i wrote them whilst listening to sappy love songs.
HAHAHA.
i hate my guts.
btw thanks for the lovely black ugly dog, glad.

2004-07-07T17:55:00.000+08:00

I wanna cry but the tears wont come out.
I swear if this carries on I'm gonna kill myself.
K I L L.

I'm sorry if my signs of weaknesses are showing but I fucking hurt so much.
You sting and hurt like a bad tattoo.

-

I was a loner in class and waited for my dumb counselling session.
Just to find out it's tmr instead.
-Makes a want-to-cry-face
IMMA HAPPY GIRL WHY DO I NEED COUNSELLING ANYWAYS?!
It's so boring.
Yawn.
And Fishy thinks it's damn embarrassing to let ppl know I go for counselling so she likes to talk to me privately bout it.. ERR.

School was so bad today.
Everything went badly.
I got picked on by OW SL and she thought I was reading a porn book.
HELLO look at my innocent face.
DO I look like I got a cheekopeh face with twitchin eyes?!
The title's "THE VIRGIN SUICIDES" with a really humble picture of a little girl's leg WHICH was covered in stockings and innocent shoes.

DUH.

2004-07-06T17:59:00.000+08:00

I met up with Shiyun, G and Jas ytd!
Ate at Sakae Sushi.
Yayy.
And I took my first biggest step into taitaihood.
Thanks to Jasmine's parents!
=D We had high tea and swissotel equinox.
Eat til we totally want to die.

Met the bitches ltr on.
Hahaha.
As usual I got left out in the arcade.
At least they let me play ! :D

And I totally want to kill that guy who took the same bus home as me.
Let's make that, two of the guys.
Eeeee yer.
Eh, you damn gay leh.
-ROLLS EYES.
Heh heh I'm being so childish.
But, ah yah.

AND I MOOD SWUNG THIS MORNING COS OF
1. mass run
2. p.e.

Hmmm. Ness is such a sporty girl HUH.
She loves running so much, eh? (sarcasm intended)

3. MY BIG FUCKING PIMPLE.

Sigh it sucks having a pimple.
Ahhhh fuck it.
I shall start rambling on bout it cos I'm vain.
Who isnt anyway?

The pimple on my left cheek .. had PUS flowing out.
And Gladys had to constantly nurse it.
Ewwww.
It's getting bit too explicit and disgustin alr.
Heh heh heh.
Anyway I swear I'm not going to school tmr if it's not getting any better.
Tmr's time table sucks anyway. :P

Anyhows I'm sitting next to Zayim in class now.
Hahah "back to square one" as Gladys would phrase it.
But at least... Zayim talks!
Yay!

Had Sushi Teh with Lace after school.
-GRINS.
Thanks Ray for paying for our meal.
I bought this Miss Sixty handbag.
I AM SO ELATED. :P

-

Anna Sui is ugly.

2004-07-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

The previous entry wasnt really important.

Anyway my dad had constant mood swings today.
One minute he yaks at me for being a no life and using the comp for too long.
The next minute he drives me to go meet Lace and throws in extra cash.

I bet this is just a sign of male menopause.

And I saw a glint of disappointment in his eyes when Lace went home early.
Awwww.

Anyways we did sinful stuff again today.
We were walking along the big houses at Holland V.
I pretended I walked out of this ultra big house.
And started shouting "OKAY LAH MUMMY. I'LL BE BACK BEFORE TEN LAH OKAY. BYEBYE LAH!!!!"
And started waving frantically to.. nobody.
HAHAHAHA.
It sure sucks being me.

After she left I started to get down with my June Hol Hw.
Completed the Chinese essay in less than 15minutes.
I had a really limited vocab and it was really amateur-ish.
Say...... P3-ish?
Heh, Bose is helping me with my Eng essay.

Pssst.
The Mango Addicted shirt should be banned.
No offence.

SIGH WHY CANT YOU LEAVE MY BARNEY ALONEEEEEEEE. ):

-

lace: yEah wE'rE reaLLy aHliAn-iSh n wE fReqUeNt #sTeaDLesS in iRc woRrxz. rOcK oNzzZz sKAteR-jAp giRL.

2004-07-04T00:19:00.000+08:00

There's so much I want to tell I've changed for you
But I don't know what to say or do
We grew apart but i still want you in my heart
I believe it's time to make a new start
Could it be that all along
And I was so wrong

When i realized
And turned around

You were gone.

2004-07-03T23:31:00.000+08:00

The C-word is very, very sensitive.

Anyways thanks Ray, Keane, Bose, Ashley and Zac for making my Saturday evening.. unboring.
I tried following Ray into the guys toilet today but i got chased out.
SIGH.
Shit happens.

2004-07-03T11:00:00.000+08:00

Did you really have to go ?

It's Saturday again and I'm bored.
Tuition later.
Had tennis just now.
Why is my life so monotoned.

The eldest sis havent been coming home very often.
And even if she does,
She leaves the house early and comes home late at night when ness the baby is sleeping.
She's like this stranger stepping into the house now.
Nonono.
I wont say i miss her. :X
It's against my moral values to love my family too much.
Becos in the end, they are all most probably gonna die before me since I'm the youngest.
And if I love them too much = I will be so fucking sad when they die.
Haha, logical anot?

I'm seriously so ________ now.
I wanna blog bout sth intellectual.
Like talk about world issues or sth.
Hahahah but I guess I'm too shallow for that.

Okay.
So are biscuits fattening?
Cos I'm indulging in a big tin of them thanks to my itchy mouth and bored brain.

Gonna call my mom now and arrange to go shopping ltr.
Ta.

Life can never get more monotoned as this. ):

2004-07-02T18:55:00.000+08:00

I ran a thousand miles to get you, but you left anyways.

You have became so fucking nice.
I'm starting to like you more and more and more and moreEEeE each day.
Heh, sorry la.
I admit you were bitchy to me last time.

It's not fair if you're gonna judge me that way.
But thank God i've got my classmates.
THEY ROCKS.

Forgive and forget lah.
Can lah can lah?

Haha, I bad mooded this morning and debated with Shiyun and Aud over their yucky winnie the pooh.
Amateur.
Lol.
Yay Germaine! Thanks for siding my barney.

-

ash: hahaha, i forgot your link alr. gimme again. aw come on dont punish me. we still need to get married. the baby... rmb?

2004-07-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

OUCH OUCH OUCH.
The ulcer living in the inner most of my mouth,
HURTS.
I dont feel like eating no more.
But my stomach's growling so badly.......

Lacey and I went to Next to cut hair today.
We had Mas (the chiobu) to cut for us and she kept insisting I looked so cute like a baby, esp with the scarf on my neck.
Whyyyyyyy.
And she calls the towel they put on my neck, a SCARF, btw.
Why cant she use other vocabulary like,
PRETTY, HOT, SEXY, SWEET, blahblahblah.
Hahahaha.
I deserve to be shot.

HAHAHAHAH.
Puss in Boots irritated Lace cos he scrubbed her scalp.
I hate him.
His boots were.... too much.
And he walks like he's a Gucci/Chanel model.
Ah yah.
Reality check pls.

I only cut a few strands of hair becos I didnt let her touch more than an inch cos I wanna keep lonnnng hair like Rapunzel.
Conclusion: I went Next to cut my hair cos I had extra cash and I was bored.
So there.
HAHAHA.

Mas: Do you style your hair often?
Me: Errr, sometimes.
Mas: You should style everyday! Your hair is nice to style.
Me: I'm so lazy to style!
Mas: But it will be nicer if you style it!
Me: OK FINE I DUNNO HOW TO STYLE LA. :((((

Lace came over after cutting out hair.
We did sinful stuff again..
AwWww.

Anyway during Chem prac i paired up with Glad and twas damn funny.
I hate Gladys cos she makes fun of my timidness.
Nono, let's just put it as, chivalrous bravery.

-

esob: yeah okay i know you want me.

yuani: haha.. eh? you are yuani from s3 rite?

enaek: yes didi? missing me? again?

laceee: hahaha. i never made you do that!

2004-06-30T22:01:00.000+08:00

How come.. we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
And I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more

2004-06-30T19:01:00.000+08:00

OMFG.
My dad goes for Yoga lessons.
Now that's sth worth laughing about.

School sucked today.
Wait, school sucks everyday esp when you dont have friends to hang out with after school.
I get pretty bored sitting with Cindy.
Maybe let's try, DAMN BORED.
But she's a really nice person..
She's just..... quiet.

Anyway my mom and I were just screaming over the phone just now.
And I'm crying right now.
SHIT HAPPENS !

Btw, the blackout last night was so fun.
Everyone in the block was shouting.

"WAH LAO! NO MORE EURO 2004!!"
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
"EH SHUDDUP LAH"

And I was shining my torch into other ppl's house to irritate them.
I was playing with my pretty colorful candles and then the electricity came on.
AWWWWWWWWW.

-

Dracula's dead, and loving it.

2004-06-29T21:06:00.000+08:00

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad.

It gets me so DOWN

Maybe not anymore in this life.
I hope it'll happen again my next life.

The biggest regret in my whole entire life --
Letting you go.

It sucks being alone.
Alone as in, alone alone.
Not, unattached alone.
Haha what shit am I talking.

Sigh Ness you gotta understand, not everyone is a Barbie Doll.
Barbie is so fucking chio, many friends, great personality and all.
WHY DID GOD CREATE MAKE HER TO MAKE PPL LIKE ME MISERABLE!
Barbie, go back ta hell!

Sniff.

SHIT, i deserved to be shot for my stupidity.
I'll go drown my sorrows in more work now, ta.

2004-06-29T17:36:00.000+08:00

Man, Hillary Duff and her sister are the 2nd worst thing that ever happened to the music industry.
(The first is still Guy Sebastian)

I tried to listening classical music to slp last nite.
!#@$
That wasnt impt.

Gladys and I went to the school dentist today and pretended we were there for dental.
When actually we just wanted to skip ow sl's lessons.
The nurse was pretty confused over our presence.
Hahaha.
We were debating over Rosalind Poh and Denise Keller there.
DUH ROSALIND WINS LA.

The investiture rocked my socks. (sarcasm intended)
Hahah the main event was the Guest of Honor's 30mins speech.
You should have just seen how everyone was dying / falling aslp.
The self-composed song was so sweet and melodious.

No, actually I'm lying.

2004-06-28T18:31:00.000+08:00

School wasnt as bad as I expected today.
SIGH, but --
Politics are nasty and confusing.

Everyone deserves a second chance..
But it's so damn sad cos not everyone gets that second chance.

I'm feeling so ______
Because you've changed so much.

-

whatcha gonna do when you cant say no
when her feelings start to show
boy i really need to know
and how you gonna act
how you gonna handle that
whatcha gonna do when she wants you back?

2004-06-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

Today wasnt a mighty fine day.

My dad ate up all my van houten chocolates.
Not that i looovvee chocolates that much,
Just that a choco bar a day keeps Ness's mood swings awayYy.
Dad made it up by giving me the new ten dollar note.

And my mom disappointed me greatly by telling me she wud bring me out.
But in the end, she didnt.
As usual.
She tried cheering me up by trying her hand at cooking stingray.
Oh, havent i told you before?
My mom's cooking sucks.

Counting down to how many days is left til school starts annoys me.
Dont you think it only makes people dread school more?
So why do people even want to torture themselves?!
Self infliction in a way lah.
Haha.

I
REALLY
DREAD
SCHOOL.

I hope I'll make friends.

Oh shit.
I sound like I'm a Sec1 whose first day of school is tmr.